Awareness.

Some of our actions give us peace, some confusion. There are some that you are proud of. There are those who terrify you. It all depends on the awareness of what was done. And from the depth of this awareness.
There is a separate word for this. Repentance.

The picture can be sent in a standard way - in a roll and a tube. Canvas only. For an additional price, I can send the whole painting stretched on a stretcher in a plywood box. The price depends on the geography of your location.